I know how you feel. I felt that way last year, and totally stopped buying any PMs. Just holding on to what was too low to sell. Waiting for a clear obvious PMs uptrend first. I’ve seen to many false breakouts, irrational rice action etc.
I’m not looking to be the leader, and be first at plowing back in. I’ve been playing a little with other things instead. Waiting patiently for Gold/Silver to get back on track.