What Does it matter? If I live to 80 or 90 0r 110…What does it matter? Sure, if I am able to help others to some degree then it matters a bit but’, surely mostly to mine only soul. Who gets it right the first time out , in any endeavor?? Nature teaches us that practice makes perfect (or at last better then random)
If you have only one shot at living, at making it right from the get go…you would have little hope at all. Failure is the teacher, Forgiveness is the remedy. How you treat other humans is the measure.