I feel optimistic sometimes too, but it usually only lasts for a couple days. I felt optimistic to start the week in the premarket when gold was up $15 or so and silver up too. Then by the time the SM opened the gains had been wiped out.
There were a lot of contracts opened in the COT Report. Even the banksters opened a slew of long contracts, but unfortunately that just gives them a slew to dump on the market.